Poor Min! Yes, we have all been bad at times (we all have the potential for evil) and you don't need to have tortured someone to death to feel really bad about some things for a long time, so it's not exactly strange that Min would be screwed up about this still, and suffer mentally from what he did. I hope that he some day can trust Matt enough to tell him, and that Matt can be mature enough about it (and understand the background enough) so that he can help Min understand that he is at least not a monster.

I wasn't squicked no... I was kinda cheering Min on there for a while *ashamed* ;-) It's always easier to take graphic violence anyway when it's directed to the bad guy. If the exact same violence had been inflicted on an innocent BY the bad guy - it would have been ten times as more disturbing. But the chapter as a whole was intense and you felt so bad for poor Min!